Respect is IMPORTANT!!!!!

Warning! Tis Post is going to get explicit!!! =@







SOME ECONS TEACHER...PISSED ME OFF DAMN BADLY TODAY!!!! I EVEN TOOK THE LIBERTY TO RMB TO PASS 21 BUCKS TO U AND U THREW SHYT AT ME!!!!OK....I ADMIT I "ACCIDENTALLY" CALL U BY THE FIRST NAME BUT U SHLD NOT BE SO FARK AND SHOOT ME LIDDAT.....SERIOUSLY U CAN FUK OFF BY CALLIN ME A LOSER IN FRONT OF EVERY1....I JUZ FUKING WANNA PASS U THE $$ ONLI RITE??!!?!? SO WTF IS UR PROB WHEN I GOT SUM FRENS TO FOLLOW ME PASS U $$?!!?!?! U DUN BE A FUKIN LOSER CAN AND SCOLD ME LOSER WHEN U SHLD KNOW UR PLACING AS A TEACHER??? HOW U XPECT UR STUDENTS TO RESPECT U WHEN U DUN EVEN SHOW ANY GODDAMN RESPECT 2 THEM?!!?!?!? NOW I WUNT EVEN TOUCH AN OUNCE OF THE SHYT HMWRK U GIV US.....ANY QUESTIONS U ASK I JUZ DAO U LOR...=P AND DO U NOE UR FREAKIN "TIMED ASSIGNMENTS" ARE A COMPLETE WASTE OF OUR FRIDAYS?!?!?!?!.......=@@@@

So sry..u ppl had to see that but I had to that to get a load of my chest.....feelin so pissed today...till the point u spoilt my entire mood for weekend....

Aniwae....gonna meet jorim tml to shop shop 4 presents haha..gonna be so broke....wif 2 ppl b'daes comin tis weekend...we realli last minute shoppin haha

"Dont't let anyone spoil ur day" so i juz dont want the incident to ruin the weekend....

Physical is CRAP!!!!!!

Wah sianz.....I dunno y tis whole world muz place so much emphasis on physical training....as usual fail napfa again....been failing it since lyke sec3 la when they introduce the dumb dumb pull ups!!!! Lyke y carnt we all juz pull pampers...it would hav been much easier rite??(Huggies dry is comfortable =p)

Actually the underlyin reason is becoz i realli Realli REALLI dunwan to go in early army juz becoz i not "fit"....Sianz diaoz rite??If ppl go in in april may den u solo person go in jan intkae...xtra 5 mnths sia i realli dunwan...summore heard that trainin is very xiong wan for those unfit ppl...Seriously i juz wanna get thru wif tis den i will nvr hav to worry abt it again.....Juz let me jump 10cm more!!!Do 4 more pulls!!!!ARGH!!!

Today quite fruitful at least managed to do alot of hmwrk....is lyke pilling up...siaoz wan dey juz wanna make us die....1 bio essay,chem tut,maths tut and assignment,1 econs case study and essay outline...still nid to worry abt other things....STRESSED!! All that I can say is that frenz realli help u thru it all...takes ur mind of alot of things...=)

Come on ppl...is juz 7 more mnths till it will all be ovr!!! Till den.....we can onli cont to mug...=(

Sick....

Dear bloggie.....tis had to be the worst 2 days of my life......well...being sick for 2 days izzint exactly cheerful....had stomachache on tues mornin during assembly....felt lyke vomitting...den had a fever..fell aches all ovr...took early leave form....find ms low until wanna die....seriously mjc shld abolish that system!!!

Took taxi to clinic....driver kind enuf to charge me $5 although suppose to be $5.30.....diagnosed wif fever...went home took medicine....went to zzzz.....

Got worse in the evening...fever shot up.....at night was dreadful....got diahorrea...fever went all time high of 39 degrees.....

Morining wake up better...fever dropped....lao sai for another 7 times today...argh!!!Medicine doesnt seem to be workin....hope tml can recover le.....hope u all peeps had a better 2 days den me...lol...

Gotta do hmwrk le...gd nitez...zzz

EEkk!! Weekend over!!!

EEkkkk!!! The weekend is over le.....so fast dat the long gd friday and easter sunday hols are gone....Sianz tml is sch again..how i wish it will juz collapsed!!!!

Sry....i gettin abit panicky coz I hav not touched any of the hmwrk yet and there are tons to complete...I was lookin at the econs assignment and i see $$$ flowing out the paper....shucks I am seriously hallucinating....so diffcult la how to do I realli dunno...

The previous thurs nite/fri mornin was spent in sch watchin movie marathon!!!! Me,seb,rj.linda.chew,ky,ken,shude,jas,davis spent the whole nite in sch watchin chinese movies!!!..Apart from Rob-B-Hood, the movies start to get progressively more boring...its a con to make us sleep lol..silk was still ok...den huang jing jia was onli all abt chinese histories and boob sizes....fearless alrdy I cannot maintain...and shang cheng was the worst....ARGH!! Aniwae we actually won the stay awake competition lol...We oso had ou internal stay awake competition and i tink ky or jas won it coz dey went lyke 40 ovr hrs w/o sleep...proz man....

After that we still not done yet and went east coast park for leisure afternoon....Although i dunno wats so leisure abt it coz the whole park is so crowded all the bicycle rental shops the bicycles hav diappeared!!! Can u imagine that?
Me,seb and ky went cycling while chew, linda ken, jas and rj went blading...So farni to see chew so noobz haha hav to keep on clinging onto ky's bag(ken's one actually) for support haha!! Lyke lao gong lao po liddat..haha!!
Den wats worst is that chew lost his balance and injured his b***** against the tyre of the bike..OUCH!!!Other den that..me and ky went speed cycling to the second jetty...my favourite wan haha and get to enjoy the scenery for barely 5 mins b4 we had to choing back...Farni thing was we saw tian tian mi mi de scenes...(i shall not elaborate here for fear of mou mou ren killin me haha....)
Aft that went to parkway for dinner at the foodcourt and had this HUGE!! bowl of mee rubus that cost $3.30 but the protion is really really big big!!! Eat until damn full den go arcade plae plae awhile...tok cock arnd 4 a while b4 goin home....

Haha today mornin go pek san theng to go pray yeh yeh for qing ming jie b4 havin lunch and joinin ken,zoe,jas,linda for a "slack" time at safra tanah merah...ken left earlier(choing home play maple...addict le tsk tsk haha), played "go fish" lol wif jas linda and zoe b4 meetin ky for dinner at 85 market!! Eat the ever irresistable bar chor mee and shared ou lua wif seb b4 goin home....

Now wat is left is hmrk..and I dun realli feel lyke doin....shld i be bad boy??coz i now quite stressed as i quite 4gotten everything le......

Sometimes.....seriously.....maybe being smart is not all that gd....the higher expectations is quite nerve wrecking....can I stand it any longer???

Long after time!!! =D

Hey hey!! =D its been a long time since i blog cause it has been so so busy!!! Wah...seriously block test finally over..One hell damn stressful week...summore most papers sit in lt so the chair is lyke damn uncomfortable...Seriously my hunchback can get worse!!!

Erm...alls well and ends well coz block test did very good alrdy Chem-A Maths-B GP -E Bio-A(not confirmed), Econs dept is markin at the speed of a snail so we dunnoe yet.....=p To every1 hu did not do as well..this is juz block tests and there are many other tests and midyrs and prelims b4 the real thing so juz keep up wif work and jy!!~~~~Actually I realli dun mind ppl askin me anything as I always ready to lend a helping hand !! =)I not some strange alien hu speaks sum strange language that u carnt ask me anything....

Sum ppl wonder how i study wan...seriously in truth its not realli all abt muggin only...coz that will get u no where..In fact u muz study wif frenz hu can answer any doubts u have and ask teacher questions(which i rarely do...)or simply <3 the subject u are studyin..!!

Tink of chem as studyin how the simplest matter on earth can work so gd 2gather to giv u the end-products u see today...

Tink of bio as studyin how life works and what miricles surround our world everyday that we live wif...even sumthing as small as bacteria is in fact so complicated...

Tink of maths as how we solve problems that allow us to gain or to lose things in life (eg. gambling on 4-D is sure lose wan coz the possiblity of winning is like 4x9! =p)

Tink of econs as the workin of $$$ flowing around us---y our parents and all businessmen wanna make so much money 4 wat sia....

GP is abt learning the english language and the current affairs of our world lol...

And...Toby gonna thnk me 4 sayin this but chinese is oso impt lar although we nvr learn liao coz its our roots and culture....

So yar u muz enjoy the learning process b4 u can expect to actaually learn sumthing and score for test..."Don't ever learn juz for the sake of learning and pia exams can liao"<----Gd statement to learn lol dunno hu say wan i 4got le

Hope tis has benn so *cough cough* inspirational 2 every1 haha and gd luck 4 all future tests!!! =D

How... I have nvr ever since that time felt this mix of guilt, anxiousness, nervouseness, betrayal, hopelessness, feel like shoutin it all out but i carnt....This feeling etches its sharp edge on my heart, till the point that I feel like foregoing everything that I worked for this far....

If I only knew I was made this way...if only I knew things would turn out this way...how I wish I could turn back time and follwed you when you needed me....

If only I knew you will leave me forever...wish I could reverse back and say how much you mean to me and how losing you can be such a pain that I have nvr felt before.....

If I knew that things would turn out this way....I should have juz covered my ears and followed my heart which told me not to listen....Then mistakes will nvr had happened...leading to this day....how I may change someone's fate 4eva....

If only I had the essence of time...I would had seize the moment to concentrate on the more important stuff at hand...which I didnt....and I may live to regret it myself....

Tell me then? How do I succeed??

Lost In Love.....

A very silly song by the Bee Gees that goes"lost in love and I dont't know much...."...yes...sadly...I found that I know nothing about love...So many things which seem too fake or too rush...so many people I havent apologised to...how to handle love is a damn big ? I must have acted so silly at times that I can juz look back and laugh at all the stupid mistakes I made..Well..Valentine's Day is tml and I juz might end up as a lonely person...I am absolutely tactless when it comes to handling relationships...sometimes looking like a failure when I reflect on the past. If I do celebrate my first true Valentine's...I will make sure it is special for her... =)

Now that anyone visits my blog...it will be better to post things which are more secretive..lol..Aniwae sometimes u need to post some bashing or ravings w/o anyone knowing so tis id gd..hehe..very gd to do self-reflection too haha

Sometimes u wonder the direction u are taking wif life...whether izzit rite or a road to flaming inferno....??A road u can say is bendy, full of twists and turns...but I feel like I veered off the track already...I dunno but I feel....lost....

1 week of nothingness.....

Haha if I only knew how to post pics....me this sua gu dunno of else can show wat I did last saturday lol...went wif candice,diana, ,louis, jieshi, mag, siying and shu ling to make OH SO ADORABLE teddy bears for the chingay fund-rising coming up...haha made only 4 bears..sad...suppose to make 8 but i slack slack lol...You should know that my creativity and design is zero! Dunno how to sew...so in the end had to use staples!! Ouch go and staple the bear! =p Support us moz prob in orchard rd on the 4th jan sunday!!

Farni how things always seem to happen to our class...lol juz yesterdae in the library got the bio lab attendant quarrell wif us...I was lyke OMG wat was he tinking la....trying to pick fight juz becoz jun zhi lend the paper to ben yeo juz to read summore...claim he staff and we gangsters...more LYKE THE OTHER WAY ROUND LA!!!!!! Try to reason wif him oso dun listen...too bad he nvr got sacked...seriously.....I juz stoned there very blur and puzzled by his actions...plz la hav more sense to behave in sch can...!?!?!?! Sheesh...In the end chew oso got dragged into it for helping jun zhi So unreasonable the assistant...juz dunwan to be racist here....

Oh ya...lifesavin now got new coach called emily"pauline loo" HELP!!! Make us swim 20 laps non-stop of obstacle swim...can die wan la so xiong!!! so dats y now quite tired alrdy dun feel lyke doin hmwrk although there is econs and chem i I tink...

Haha celebratin jk b'dae tis fri lookin very forward to it to escape tis stressful week....meetin wif everyone again...sumthing not done in a long time =)

Sianz....

It is raining....and sort of dampening my mood...

Homework oso so many dun feel lyke doing anymore....

Orientation is over but freshies are lyke too hardworking!!!!

Wat is this poor guy to do????

End of yr thoughts 2006

Haha long time no blog but this post here will wrap up all that has happen in 2006!!

Jc life was more tough then it seems with alot of ups and downs wor...everything became like 10 times more difficult then usual with so many things to juggle and balance but finnaly the year is coming to a close and hopefully this year will end in a good note =D

This holidays was more fun after the trans centre camp which was a very "saiful" experience lol! Although me slack slack doing logistics only...it was so much fun seeing the kids have a ball of a time...from cute to downright naughty moments..we all had them...they are juz seriously misunderstood people hu want all the attention they can get which they may not have gotten from their families or friends...I can only hope that this experience as a child can shape them up to serve society better when they grow up and not be so mischievous lol....Overall the experience is really an i opener!

This year cannot celebrate christmas becoz my ah gong juz pass away so we never make the routine celebrate at my cousin's hse...Although this christmas was celebrated with new friends...it sure was an unforgetable experience!! First time drink 40% vodka drink abt 2 shots and still quite sobre....the rest of them got relatively drunk i tink...After dinner at shermaine's hse..(I left my umbrella there haha) den we go orchard road to paty!!(Tink we mad liao cannot tink properly...aft wat happen last year...)..We actually bought those foam spray cans and spray at ppl..(mostly the banglas!!prevent them from molesting us...oops shd't be racist here...)den sadly mag lost her wallet in the crowd=(((((( Had to go orchard police there to report but found out there were much more serious cases so got long long queue den us so we decided to put on hold....Aft which we has the most outrageous suggestion to WALK from orchard all the way to east coast park!!! So me,seb,jas,mag,rj and linda made the LONGEST walk in our lives which started form 2plus am all the way to 6am!!! 4hrs of walkin omg!!!! We were also abit drunk aniwae haha..When we finally reach macs our feet were killing us...linda and mag had blisters=(((But the nite was fun lar lol! when home knock out until 5plus in the evening on christmas day...I also finally get to watch deasth noto 2!!! so 2006 ended wif no regrets lol

So sry to rim and the rest for pang seiing them...nxt time i sure make myself free one haha...new year resolutions ar....hmm...well its A levels nxt yr so of coz muz gambatte and do my best for it...get fitter to get the silver at NAPFA...make seb lyke cats o_O...spend more time with sec sch frens...watch all the cool movies comin out nxt yr...naruto pls end ur stupid fillers!!! @__@....not to forget ur b'dae again haha so paiseh paiseh...and to have alll other unfulfilled wishes and task to go smoothly and come true lor

Wishing all those I still haven't wish a merry x'mas 2006 and a Happy New Year 2007!!!!!!!!

Somewat bad...

HELP!! Mr lion please save me I think I am going insane... Why am I starting holiday hmwrk so early!??! Its not even the last week of sch hols wat...usually its uptil then then start choinging wan...Sianz...It shows one thing and that is I am bored...

Alot of people very busy poly ppl are mostly havin their term paper(jia you wor =D) so no time....but oso i too lazy to call people =p Somewat roting at home now...with seriously nothing better to do than rewatch animes and see tv shows(some of them not intresting wan oso start watching like desperate housewives!!!) kk conclusion is I am still bored...even blogging oso quite bored haix...

Went out for dinner at changi had great seafood..now juz came back and quite full...dunno how many kilos going to put on this hols...At least this wed and thurs got children's camp hopefully they dun bully me can liao haha

Oh HoW LOng....

Lemme first clear the cobwebs....AH! and kill the spider (SPlat!)

Btw a spider harass me at the expo today..there was a spider suddenly out of the blue for no strange reason and spun a web in my face! ARGH! I hate things that crawl....

Went out with my parents for john little sale grab a few bermudas and finally a change of pillows lol..Yesterday went to IKEA warehouse and looked at the furniture..that place is HUGE!! But in the end juz bought coasters for the cups that's all but hopefully in the near future will have a new sofa bed =)

Malacca trip was great did nothing else but shop and eat and shop and eat, aniwae wat else can u do there? Lesson learnt: Never! Never eat the satay celup there...it gives u a big stomach upset and diahorrea which is wat happened to Aunt Ruby..nice woman but cannot enjoy her vacation sighz...Bought alot of foodstuff and clothes back home, got new shopping centre which is going to open soon so next time go back....spend more $$$$

Well my mum's kampung friend open this new zhi char restaurant at tampines 800 plus there near the tamp west cc. Food was great!! Esp the mee sua and mee goreng!! So much better than those u get usually so much so we went back a second time yesterday lol.. Was there first time to celebrate ma kor poh b'dae on sunday...He was so happy to see us...say muz go more often haha

Now to get more emo.....i still miss my ah gong....I noe how people pass on and u muz still get on with life...but our hse now feels that sumthing is missing not only here...in my heart too.... He has took care of me since I was born and he told me he hopes to see me thru uni..but now..he can't...I still can't bear the thought that there is no one now to tell me that is alrdy very late and muz go sleep...You know that these pass few nights I have been sleeping past 1 which is very unusual...

There will be no one to tell me to go bathe and not start on the com straight away...no one to wake me up in the morning...no one to make milo and bread the right way....I still dunno how much condensed milk to add haha.....It always fails to have that correct sweetness....No one to pei me watch tv in the evening... I have lost a loved one to me and to u to the whole family...

Years may go by b4 I can really put this behind me...but fret not that I will remeber you 4eva! You made my life and ensured that I never fall...Sumtimes I wish u would come back in my dreams but I know you would not want me to worry about you so its ok! Have a nice time wif mahmah in heaven.. May u both have a wonderful life in eternity!

Oh yar...failures....I seem to take them very badly.... They get worse as we grow older..knowing how much responsibility u need...But as they say...failures are stepping stones to your success...but i tink its bullshit if u dun have effort....then again..I am a lazy lazy person...so...very hard for me to change!!! Haiz....

Aniwae...now looking forward to TRANS centre camp bah...how erm hem "nice" it would be to work with children lol...juz kidding of coz it will be nice....

You made my life...

I have not blogged for a very long time but I never thought I would blog about this so soon...

I woke up this morning to the frantic call of my mum, she said that gong gong was in serious condition and the doctor asked us to go down...

I did not want to think of the worst...but...

We reached and the news was bad...the blood pressure was low and the heart rate is not very stable

We went in for one last look...my mum cried consoled him...

Then the heart rate started to fall....It was like some drama serial....But this was different...I told him" Gong gong, go peacefully ok? I grow up already..go join ma ma.. Mummy Daddy also can take care of themselves"

Then the heart rate dropped...I witnessed it...80....50...45...40...--...

I cried...my aunt told me not too....but I still cannot control it....He took his last breath...I saw it and knew he was waiting for us first before he went....

Just 2 days ago he was still relatively fine...that was the last I saw of him....

Do you know how guilty I felt that I never got to see him yesterday??.... Regret is such a hated word....

At least I know he went in peace...just like how he wanted it....

Shucks I am wetting the keyboard again....

Erm...abit lag but nvm....

Hahaha...i got so little time that i dun even have time to post anything...lolz...but quick one here...

Promos is over(like 2 weeks ago) got my results back and am quite happy =)

Wishing that our class dun have to seperate...aniwae now everyone is choinging pw wr that they dun even have time to worry....but some of them have their fate hanging in the balance..hope that everyone can overcome it!

I tink wr...actually pw is really sucky as it saps all ur energy and time!! ARGH!!!

I know how u want it to be but please always remember me as a friend =D I am not some kind of evil person dun worry =D

Why I am so Happy!!

Yes!! Yes!! YES!!!

Haha at last muggin and the life with no life is over!! Promos has ended but I tink I abit lag becoz its saturday already...lolz Aniwae...aft promos went for SUSHI buffet lunch at orchard cine suki eat until the stomach feel like exploding lolz but at least we manage to clear the $19.55 we spent and we made a mess and made alot of noise....untill the staff there oso not happy wif us...i tink...sry komedasai!

General feelings for this promos:
G.P.: OK!
Econs: Half-dieded (Why muz my blue pen run out of ink at a time like this!)
Chinese: OK!
Bio:Dieded (Got so many concepts mix up + paper was quite hard)
Chem: Half-dieded (Made alot of careless mistakes once i tink abt it....)
Maths: Dieded (So many careless mistakes + my maths is lousy to begin with)

So you can see how i really dread next week.....=(

Sry but lazy to reply tag comments nxt time =p

O___o

Another one of those senseless posts.....i am getting paranoid, desillusioned and needs a mental hospital quick as the promos are coming....

If only the king was never in his counting house counting out his money...
If only Pepsi and Coca Cola can stop advertising us senseless ads about their drink with honey.....
Then we won't have to take ECONOMY......

If only LEWIS BRONSTEN never came up with the thought of why drinks are sometimes fizzy...
If HABER has never came up with process of making ammonia intoxicity...
Then we won't have to pore over CHEMISTRY....

If only every animal and plant and micro-organism was like a human genology...
If viruses are like clowns and bacteria like roly-poly
Then we won't have to puzzle over BIOLOGY....

If only diffrentiation had to go to a L'hopital and take a bath....
If only algebra and trigonometry can get married so we have to never follow their path
Then we won't have to calculate any more MATHS....

If the world was all boring or all insane till they need a General Practioner
If we become narrow, single minded freaks till we only use the term Go People!
Then why bother to take GP???

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Dream a little dreamz....

This is a wierd post but i have a strong urge to post this senseless post =p. 2 nights ago i had this really wierd dream...

I was actually on jurrasic park the ride you know?!?!? The one where you take this boat and splashdown at the end of it. However the boat that I took only can fit 2 people =x Wah and i remember quite clearly a t-rex trying to grab my neck before i splash down...I was silently screaming in my dream like mad lolz. Den I could still rmb the different dinosaurs that were around like the teredactal and the triceretops trying to attack my puny, small boat ARGH!!! Sadly i woke up ON THE WAY DOWN!!!! How sad can that get.....The even better thing was...I was actually trying to submit the EOM to ms low after the end of the ride!??!?!?!? It was actually clutch in my hand and then i keep on complaining about it gettin wet and wetter haha!

Then the last night the dreams get worse....now i see flying books of chem bio maths etc...I was trying to grab them but they were all attacking me!!!Then out of the blue came of all people ngai huey!!! Argh!! She suddenly scold me for not handing in bio assignment...okie...that's wierd coz she teach econs....oh well then into the picture came mr owen who shouted at ngai huey sayin I already handed in lolz...the scene was so farni i dunno why i didn't laugh!! Then i did something incredible...I tore the assignment in front of her face and stormed off, fell down the stairs and woke up.....wow!!! Seriously very very strange dreamz....

Sorry for the extremely nonsensical post =p=p=p=p

Blast of busy lives...

Today was a beri looong day as went to hospital in the evening to see my ah gong, now in a much much better condition at least can talk and eat already but i can still see the pain that he is going through, especially these few days where he got potassium drips which are extremely painful. When i heard he wanted nasi briyani for dinner tomolo, i was beri beri happy =D

Wah....time is juz flyin past b4 me as promos are comin in 2 weeks time and i have not realli revised anything properly yet...had chem time trial on wed, econs mini test on thurs and bio test on friday, i don't understand why they still wanna stress us out when promos are comin so soon with so many tests...haix...and i realli got no mood rite now to actually study either...sianz... Everyone oso seems to be muggin like siao and it is quite scary though...

I juz listen to jay chou de new album dunno how many times and frankly tis is quite strange.... I oso not realli a zhou jie lun fan either so tis is beri beri strange...haha but the songs quite nice so juz listen lor..helps me forget alot of things i dun wanna rmb =x

Well gettin back to stoning in front of the com for now...i see the maths hmwrk on the table and realli feel like tearin it to pieces....=p

I dun wanna lose u...not yet

It is really gettin from bad to worse....This is not one of the happie moments in my life and i realli quite lost and sad rite now...

My grandpa now is a suspected Tubercolosis case..quite shocking ar as that is the last thing to xpect to happen...Still nid more tests to confirm but juz to play safe they have transferred him over to isolation ward so now muz wear mask and wash hand b4 can go in... :( My mum see oso quite sad she told me she cried in the ward in the afternoon...tell him to go if he can't tahan anymore...oh well...people have to die sum day rite? But i realli wish it is not so soon...

Den i at home also feel beri worried can't realli study as well so end up watchin tv today =x quite guilty ar but seriously cant concentrate...so now i left 6 econs essays to finish...dunno how to do Sianz..and i haven read or touch for that matter..econs yet...hmmm...now the bed behind me is empty feel quite strange...usually never stay up so late one....

Tag replies
tude: well...as u can see i not beri happie wif the current state...tryin to cheer upx lolz thnks for being so carin =)
ying: haha but jorim made it sound so easy lolz hope ur results is ichibang bah!
kwang: i tink i told u le bah...now gettin quite bad got high fever summore... =( and u dun bully me la...no lah....(Sarcar)
fi0: haha thnks you beri muchie...tryin to keep it together
davis: thnks alot u muz take care of urself and erhem...as well lolz

A sad sad post....

You comfort me and show me the way,
but now you are counting the number of days...
Your life is filled with joy and pain,
but you may never see this world again...
Ever enthusiastic about life and what it brings,
but nothing can be felt now when the bell starts to ring...
Seeing us one by one grow up,
but now you lay seeing us tell you not to give up...
I really cannot bear to see you go now,
but if your journey ends here then peace will live with you no matter how...

Erm...i know this is not some A grade poem but i will like to dedicate this to someone who has guide me and made me who I am today. Only a few months ago you were still so healthy and walkabout doing your daily chores, but now seeing you like this makes me get a feeling that cannot be described in mere words... Everytime you eat, you throw up... Sometimes you mumble and point but we cannot make any sense of it...

You actually said you do not have many more days left...When i hear it, it really shoots a terrible pain through my soul, mum also feels sadden why you have reached this state, dad laments that you have not sought treatment sooner but i know he also feels very sad...Seeing you in such condition that i have never witnessed someone as strong willed as you would show , i know that your time has come to passed, you will live in my heart and memory forever... Thank you for having to endure the trouble of taking care of your beloved grandson for 17+ very beri long years...Hope that our family can stay strong and you must also too =)
T.Y. Gong Gong

Oh well...sry abt that but muz oso be happy becoz he oso wants us to be happy...Today had dental appointment and they finally removed the spring becoz very irrtatin as food easily get stuck there....but it juz got tighter now and it is damn painful, cant even eat potato chips...Sighz

Haha anyway yesterday went back to sch wif kian yan and sebas to return the stupid blue marker pens that caused so much pain to the bio lab (Which stupidly was not even open), so we returned it to mr owen lor den sun bian mug abit in sch oso...We really cannot stand the atmosphere in sch where everyone was muggin muggin and more muggin...it is like every corner you turn you sure can see someone flippin through books and lect notes one...Swore that I will never go sch during hols again...=x

We abt 4 plus quite sianz alrdy so we went pasir ris beach to slack and get brain drained...Ky brought us to the mangroove swamp to go for evening walk, actually didnt know it exsisted though. See all the strange animals like mudskipper and oso got squirrels that were so fast and hide so well in the trees den the cute and farni thing was this cat that look so out of place in a swamp! Dunno how it got in there or wat it was doin though...Den slack around summore at the beach b4 going to see my grandpa at hospital..

Den again fate put my ah gong next to a mad man that dun take medicine(it happened the last time too) throws it on the floor, spits on the floor!!!(Yuck!!) The whole family had to come and coax him into gettin accoustomed to the hospital but he still beri stubborn until they had to tie him to the bed...quite sad and uncomfortable watchin it.... Today oso got thing happening where one of the patients, an old man,who is going to be discharged, scold f*** ur ***** **** *** to another middle aged patient. The middle aged one den got so angry he wanna fight with the old one. One of the trainee male nurse tried to stop him but cannot so he no choice but to push him to the floor...They chased until the lift there den the police come in to restrain them....Now the guy wants to sue the nurse for pushin him lolz...Haiz, i will never want to work in a hospital liddat....

So many things seem so troubling with promos juz round the corner...wat a life...