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Another one of those senseless posts.....i am getting paranoid, desillusioned and needs a mental hospital quick as the promos are coming....

If only the king was never in his counting house counting out his money...
If only Pepsi and Coca Cola can stop advertising us senseless ads about their drink with honey.....
Then we won't have to take ECONOMY......

If only LEWIS BRONSTEN never came up with the thought of why drinks are sometimes fizzy...
If HABER has never came up with process of making ammonia intoxicity...
Then we won't have to pore over CHEMISTRY....

If only every animal and plant and micro-organism was like a human genology...
If viruses are like clowns and bacteria like roly-poly
Then we won't have to puzzle over BIOLOGY....

If only diffrentiation had to go to a L'hopital and take a bath....
If only algebra and trigonometry can get married so we have to never follow their path
Then we won't have to calculate any more MATHS....

If the world was all boring or all insane till they need a General Practioner
If we become narrow, single minded freaks till we only use the term Go People!
Then why bother to take GP???

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Dream a little dreamz....

This is a wierd post but i have a strong urge to post this senseless post =p. 2 nights ago i had this really wierd dream...

I was actually on jurrasic park the ride you know?!?!? The one where you take this boat and splashdown at the end of it. However the boat that I took only can fit 2 people =x Wah and i remember quite clearly a t-rex trying to grab my neck before i splash down...I was silently screaming in my dream like mad lolz. Den I could still rmb the different dinosaurs that were around like the teredactal and the triceretops trying to attack my puny, small boat ARGH!!! Sadly i woke up ON THE WAY DOWN!!!! How sad can that get.....The even better thing was...I was actually trying to submit the EOM to ms low after the end of the ride!??!?!?!? It was actually clutch in my hand and then i keep on complaining about it gettin wet and wetter haha!

Then the last night the dreams get worse....now i see flying books of chem bio maths etc...I was trying to grab them but they were all attacking me!!!Then out of the blue came of all people ngai huey!!! Argh!! She suddenly scold me for not handing in bio assignment...okie...that's wierd coz she teach econs....oh well then into the picture came mr owen who shouted at ngai huey sayin I already handed in lolz...the scene was so farni i dunno why i didn't laugh!! Then i did something incredible...I tore the assignment in front of her face and stormed off, fell down the stairs and woke up.....wow!!! Seriously very very strange dreamz....

Sorry for the extremely nonsensical post =p=p=p=p

Blast of busy lives...

Today was a beri looong day as went to hospital in the evening to see my ah gong, now in a much much better condition at least can talk and eat already but i can still see the pain that he is going through, especially these few days where he got potassium drips which are extremely painful. When i heard he wanted nasi briyani for dinner tomolo, i was beri beri happy =D

Wah....time is juz flyin past b4 me as promos are comin in 2 weeks time and i have not realli revised anything properly yet...had chem time trial on wed, econs mini test on thurs and bio test on friday, i don't understand why they still wanna stress us out when promos are comin so soon with so many tests...haix...and i realli got no mood rite now to actually study either...sianz... Everyone oso seems to be muggin like siao and it is quite scary though...

I juz listen to jay chou de new album dunno how many times and frankly tis is quite strange.... I oso not realli a zhou jie lun fan either so tis is beri beri strange...haha but the songs quite nice so juz listen lor..helps me forget alot of things i dun wanna rmb =x

Well gettin back to stoning in front of the com for now...i see the maths hmwrk on the table and realli feel like tearin it to pieces....=p

I dun wanna lose u...not yet

It is really gettin from bad to worse....This is not one of the happie moments in my life and i realli quite lost and sad rite now...

My grandpa now is a suspected Tubercolosis case..quite shocking ar as that is the last thing to xpect to happen...Still nid more tests to confirm but juz to play safe they have transferred him over to isolation ward so now muz wear mask and wash hand b4 can go in... :( My mum see oso quite sad she told me she cried in the ward in the afternoon...tell him to go if he can't tahan anymore...oh well...people have to die sum day rite? But i realli wish it is not so soon...

Den i at home also feel beri worried can't realli study as well so end up watchin tv today =x quite guilty ar but seriously cant concentrate...so now i left 6 econs essays to finish...dunno how to do Sianz..and i haven read or touch for that matter..econs yet...hmmm...now the bed behind me is empty feel quite strange...usually never stay up so late one....

Tag replies
tude: well...as u can see i not beri happie wif the current state...tryin to cheer upx lolz thnks for being so carin =)
ying: haha but jorim made it sound so easy lolz hope ur results is ichibang bah!
kwang: i tink i told u le bah...now gettin quite bad got high fever summore... =( and u dun bully me la...no lah....(Sarcar)
fi0: haha thnks you beri muchie...tryin to keep it together
davis: thnks alot u muz take care of urself and erhem...as well lolz

A sad sad post....

You comfort me and show me the way,
but now you are counting the number of days...
Your life is filled with joy and pain,
but you may never see this world again...
Ever enthusiastic about life and what it brings,
but nothing can be felt now when the bell starts to ring...
Seeing us one by one grow up,
but now you lay seeing us tell you not to give up...
I really cannot bear to see you go now,
but if your journey ends here then peace will live with you no matter how...

Erm...i know this is not some A grade poem but i will like to dedicate this to someone who has guide me and made me who I am today. Only a few months ago you were still so healthy and walkabout doing your daily chores, but now seeing you like this makes me get a feeling that cannot be described in mere words... Everytime you eat, you throw up... Sometimes you mumble and point but we cannot make any sense of it...

You actually said you do not have many more days left...When i hear it, it really shoots a terrible pain through my soul, mum also feels sadden why you have reached this state, dad laments that you have not sought treatment sooner but i know he also feels very sad...Seeing you in such condition that i have never witnessed someone as strong willed as you would show , i know that your time has come to passed, you will live in my heart and memory forever... Thank you for having to endure the trouble of taking care of your beloved grandson for 17+ very beri long years...Hope that our family can stay strong and you must also too =)
T.Y. Gong Gong

Oh well...sry abt that but muz oso be happy becoz he oso wants us to be happy...Today had dental appointment and they finally removed the spring becoz very irrtatin as food easily get stuck there....but it juz got tighter now and it is damn painful, cant even eat potato chips...Sighz

Haha anyway yesterday went back to sch wif kian yan and sebas to return the stupid blue marker pens that caused so much pain to the bio lab (Which stupidly was not even open), so we returned it to mr owen lor den sun bian mug abit in sch oso...We really cannot stand the atmosphere in sch where everyone was muggin muggin and more muggin...it is like every corner you turn you sure can see someone flippin through books and lect notes one...Swore that I will never go sch during hols again...=x

We abt 4 plus quite sianz alrdy so we went pasir ris beach to slack and get brain drained...Ky brought us to the mangroove swamp to go for evening walk, actually didnt know it exsisted though. See all the strange animals like mudskipper and oso got squirrels that were so fast and hide so well in the trees den the cute and farni thing was this cat that look so out of place in a swamp! Dunno how it got in there or wat it was doin though...Den slack around summore at the beach b4 going to see my grandpa at hospital..

Den again fate put my ah gong next to a mad man that dun take medicine(it happened the last time too) throws it on the floor, spits on the floor!!!(Yuck!!) The whole family had to come and coax him into gettin accoustomed to the hospital but he still beri stubborn until they had to tie him to the bed...quite sad and uncomfortable watchin it.... Today oso got thing happening where one of the patients, an old man,who is going to be discharged, scold f*** ur ***** **** *** to another middle aged patient. The middle aged one den got so angry he wanna fight with the old one. One of the trainee male nurse tried to stop him but cannot so he no choice but to push him to the floor...They chased until the lift there den the police come in to restrain them....Now the guy wants to sue the nurse for pushin him lolz...Haiz, i will never want to work in a hospital liddat....

So many things seem so troubling with promos juz round the corner...wat a life...

A Sept Hols that was never meant to be....

Sept hols is here...but there is juz nothing to cheer abt rite? Promos is comin and it is damn sianz...I can't imagine the prospect of studyin for juz the entire week, everyone also so busy now..haiz...
When i hear jorim finish his poly exams liao felt even more sianz... Their As and Bs like drop from the sky liddat haha sounds so easy to get =p
Well, it was Be Yourself Day yesterday and it was fun lolz..seeing people dress up in strange strange stuff wearin retro until so obiang lolz =) _/\_" Nice concert and performance also put up in sch Gratz to shermaine on a job well done! Aniwae it was a "cool" enough day as it was practically raining the entire day. Went back to AHS c classmates that so long nvr c...c teachers that so long nvr c...realised how short i actually am, seeing that SEC 1 GUYS and GIRLS(omg '__' ") are SOO much taller than they used to be lolz...Also go collect O level cert..haha suprised they haven burned it yet lolz
But lookin back on the times in AH the gd the bad the times i got bullied the period of stress in sec 4 lolz..it was all worthwhile =) Haiz...missin the damn fun days where i can actually leave sch at 2:35....Side track here but Inoue from Bleach is so damn cute hehe!!!

Tag replies
Jasmine: o__O so scared lolz..jus kiddin have fun while u can =)
tude: wah...u tink everything in life is fair?? so wei da lolz and jia you oso!! Get all the As u want lolz
ying: Yup the world has to be a jovial and colourful place..tryin to picture that bah..aniwae u now exams finish liao muz be quite relaxed lolz
sebas: haha thankz u too ok muz pia the promos to promote =)
fi0: haha ooh fiona have fun okie?? dun worry too much!