Depressing children.....

HELP ME GET OUT!!!!!

Argh!!!.....stupid job which I should not have taken in the first place!!! I thought that tuition would mean to solely teach the children only....not do any saikang!!!! Nor do I actually nid someone who yaks and yaks and be bitchy about every little nitty gritty stuff that we do...How can I have any personal space to teach!! And seriously...$40 a day for tuition is simply exploitation!!!!! And seriously your son is so out of control can!?!?!? Scolding does not work from a tuition teacher...it takes a real mother!!! No matter how firm we are with them....do u tink they listen???

Aparrently...one look and I can tell that Leo is apparantly worked to death!!! He is always so tired la!! Still dunwan to giv break!! Sheez....

I hate the way my stupid life is going now!! I feel lyke pulling hair everyday.....it seems that I have hair fall problem alrdy....

Seriously....if it were me...I would nvr want to send my pri 3 kid to tuition...they are still so young!!! HOW in the world do u expect them to have an attention span of 4 hrs!!! Summore is straight aft sch....they will want an escape from the lessons....nt hav MORE!!!

Seriously...if dav linda and peggy wants to quit I would wanna quit too...and please I realli dunwan to teach alrdy and go into hiatus until aft army.... =(((((

Turn quick or be gone quick

Only barely 24 hrs ago I was feeling so frustrated....but now I had seen the reasons and feel so liberated...=D

Thanks for such a wonderful day today..=D=D=D

Although we both know it is not possible between us...may u and I find wat we are looking for soon..or else...later....=D

At least u saw an elightenment from some divine intervention LOL...I dun have to suffer anymore...

The world works in such miraculous ways...I always wonder....

Save me now!

OMG!!!.......I have never felt this worried...confused...angry....sad...hurt....in my entire life...It really is a cascade of emotions...it is overwhleming me to the point that I feel lyke giving up...I am physically and emotionally very very drained....

One thing I hate the most is someone taking severe pity on me...to the point where my feelings are cheated....

Another thing I hate the most is when I see friends have disgruntle feelings towards one another due to many misunderstandings.....Some of them caused by me...

I hate the big mouth I have to have uttered nonsense....Nonsense which caused people to get all the wrong ideas....

If you must know....wat u said has really hurt me....I did not know you were this kind of person...or else you have not made up your mind....or maybe you are too bounded by too many restrictions....or you did not act upon yourself....I will never know....becoz...I dunno how to face u again....

I hope that you will get thru this soon....I will explain everything to you....the other person has no fault in this whole thing....I realised I have said all the wrong things...dun be upset anymore.....I am spoiling it so much further for u.....I am so guilty today...and perhaps for the rest of my life....

As people slowly fade away....life has changed so much for me.....never for the better...only for worse.....what happened to the old life I had.....To tell u the truth....I would be so glad if we are back in a classroom....

So many complications in my life....How I wish to escape the situation....GET ME OUT OF HERE!!!

A new phase

Finally....blogspot allows me to blog again..LOL! Otherwise it takes a million yrs juz to load the edit screen...

Well....Its alrdy the 5th Jan in 2oo8...so nt used to nt going back to sch..haha imagine if u are alrdy doing it for 15 yrs of ur life..including kindergarden..I feel so old now..and one very big gripe I have is..HOW EXP TRANSPORT NOW IS!!!

Its lyke a big jump from 45c to $1 plus....Grrr.....seriously...they carnt make it any cheaper!!

The start of the this New Yr was spent in the midst of the huge crowd at Esplanade..the fireworks was a short display of bursts of lights..but they somehow giv this magical feeling...cannot be explained here in words but fireworks hav always enthralled me since young...the myriad of colours seem to bring hope =D

I carnt wait to get over 2oo7...esp Dec since it has been an upside-down month for me...so hope that all the fortunes will change!! Funny thing is u will nvr expect wat surprises th new yr mite bring..I juz wish it will be fufilling and all since this yr is gonna be very very very different...Wat wif NS...dreading...sorta...

Wish everyone a fruitful yr ahead wif all that they had dream for will come true!! =DDD

I have nvr made a resolution coz I noe in the end it does nt ever work for me.....hehe..I hope the past has been thrown away behind me...