My hair growing white...

Inoocence...innocence...all I need now is the innocence...The complexities of relationships is really going to lead me to a very despairing situation..

One episode has ended and another has cropped up again...WHEN WILL IT EVER STOP...

The one thing I have always hated....is that I witness my close friends quarreling ...be only a third party standing there and can do nothing to help

Sure they say time will heal all wounds...but will the wounds ever completely heal??

This plus alot of other worries in my stupid job and A level results makes it a whole lot worse...

I dunno whether to answer a yes or a no...I thought you had already given me the answer...Maybe I am thinking too much and we are just the best of friends...

My hair will grow white soon...=(

Help....

BORED!!!!

One very simple word to describe now....BORED!!!

So drastcally bored is life now.....that I feel lyke it has no meaning anymore

Sure giving tuition is an enjoyable experience becoz of all the lovely kids...But Ala seems to such a kill joy...it would have been more more fun w/o her la....She breathes down our necks whenever we teach...Makes us feel lyke we have absolutely no space!!

I seriously seriously miss sch life....Sounds lyke I am crazy but the stress is seriously much less..Working is so routine that I wanna die le...

Hopefully this is not made up again but A levels may be released tis fri le...I feel very worried la..coz all the major exams I seem to really screw up very badly...

The only reclusion I can find is the ppl workin wif me....vis, peggy, linda and.....I forgot hu le.....oops....izzit jessica, BOBO or some other person...dunno la...but its still fun working with friends..=D

Some ppl oso complain their name nt here...so sry to hav neglected them but they make very very gd msn toking buddies LOL!!...Namely the BOBO and the one lobbed wif orange peels hehe =DD

Inner temperment is scary as the pain in my hand now...my avenue of stress relief is strange..I myself feel so strange...=x

CHINESE NEW YR OF THE RAT

Haha....the time of the yr has come again =D

HAPPY CNY PPL!!! This yr is the rat yr which means we muz all act lyke rats....=x

However...this yr I very sad....coz my mum is away on holiday in bintan...my dad will be workin on most of the days...so it will be pretty boring staying at home...

Firstly...CNY reunion wif my ah ma is considered quite sad....coz the dinner supposed to start at the restaurant at 730...however....they messed up our tables...put us next to the smoking corner!!!! Sianz la...coz I really hate smoke...my parents carnt stand it eiter....my da shu lost his temper again LOL....raised voice wif the staff...Well should be ok since the first dish took 1 HOUR TO SERVE!!!! We only started to eat at 8:30pm lar.....grr....That's nt all they took abt 10 mins interval between each dish!!! So by the time we finish eating was alrdy 10 pm!!! Took some pics haha but haven gotten them from my xiao shu yet...Finally a pic wif the entire family LOL..

Next day lunch was spent at my ah ma hse again...called delivery of canadian pizza, satay and KFC haha...too lazy to cook alrdy lol....summore ah ma quite old alrdy....quite intresting to see how every1 has changed in 1 yr....LOL..

Today was slack slack at home....woke up at 745 actually wanted to pei zk go joggin but he overslept....LAZY PIG =D So at home until evening them go my ma kor that side...played BINGO!!! LOL...I lost 10cents...my dad lost $2 haha all gt bad luck....Den dinner was KFC again....eekk....becoming more unhealthy....den my cous all went home....now I am stuck here am so bored again...

Tml goin to all the SSG ppl houses to bai nian lol....at least there is compensation there hehe!!!

Sunday will be steamboat at meimei hse wif mum in law, sis in law and dog LOL....(Dun ask me how the names actually came abt....)

Den is back to horrible work on MONDAY AGAIN!!! AHHHH!!!