A sad sad post....

You comfort me and show me the way,
but now you are counting the number of days...
Your life is filled with joy and pain,
but you may never see this world again...
Ever enthusiastic about life and what it brings,
but nothing can be felt now when the bell starts to ring...
Seeing us one by one grow up,
but now you lay seeing us tell you not to give up...
I really cannot bear to see you go now,
but if your journey ends here then peace will live with you no matter how...

Erm...i know this is not some A grade poem but i will like to dedicate this to someone who has guide me and made me who I am today. Only a few months ago you were still so healthy and walkabout doing your daily chores, but now seeing you like this makes me get a feeling that cannot be described in mere words... Everytime you eat, you throw up... Sometimes you mumble and point but we cannot make any sense of it...

You actually said you do not have many more days left...When i hear it, it really shoots a terrible pain through my soul, mum also feels sadden why you have reached this state, dad laments that you have not sought treatment sooner but i know he also feels very sad...Seeing you in such condition that i have never witnessed someone as strong willed as you would show , i know that your time has come to passed, you will live in my heart and memory forever... Thank you for having to endure the trouble of taking care of your beloved grandson for 17+ very beri long years...Hope that our family can stay strong and you must also too =)
T.Y. Gong Gong

Oh well...sry abt that but muz oso be happy becoz he oso wants us to be happy...Today had dental appointment and they finally removed the spring becoz very irrtatin as food easily get stuck there....but it juz got tighter now and it is damn painful, cant even eat potato chips...Sighz

Haha anyway yesterday went back to sch wif kian yan and sebas to return the stupid blue marker pens that caused so much pain to the bio lab (Which stupidly was not even open), so we returned it to mr owen lor den sun bian mug abit in sch oso...We really cannot stand the atmosphere in sch where everyone was muggin muggin and more muggin...it is like every corner you turn you sure can see someone flippin through books and lect notes one...Swore that I will never go sch during hols again...=x

We abt 4 plus quite sianz alrdy so we went pasir ris beach to slack and get brain drained...Ky brought us to the mangroove swamp to go for evening walk, actually didnt know it exsisted though. See all the strange animals like mudskipper and oso got squirrels that were so fast and hide so well in the trees den the cute and farni thing was this cat that look so out of place in a swamp! Dunno how it got in there or wat it was doin though...Den slack around summore at the beach b4 going to see my grandpa at hospital..

Den again fate put my ah gong next to a mad man that dun take medicine(it happened the last time too) throws it on the floor, spits on the floor!!!(Yuck!!) The whole family had to come and coax him into gettin accoustomed to the hospital but he still beri stubborn until they had to tie him to the bed...quite sad and uncomfortable watchin it.... Today oso got thing happening where one of the patients, an old man,who is going to be discharged, scold f*** ur ***** **** *** to another middle aged patient. The middle aged one den got so angry he wanna fight with the old one. One of the trainee male nurse tried to stop him but cannot so he no choice but to push him to the floor...They chased until the lift there den the police come in to restrain them....Now the guy wants to sue the nurse for pushin him lolz...Haiz, i will never want to work in a hospital liddat....

So many things seem so troubling with promos juz round the corner...wat a life...