Lemme first clear the cobwebs....AH! and kill the spider (SPlat!)
Btw a spider harass me at the expo today..there was a spider suddenly out of the blue for no strange reason and spun a web in my face! ARGH! I hate things that crawl....
Went out with my parents for john little sale grab a few bermudas and finally a change of pillows lol..Yesterday went to IKEA warehouse and looked at the furniture..that place is HUGE!! But in the end juz bought coasters for the cups that's all but hopefully in the near future will have a new sofa bed =)
Malacca trip was great did nothing else but shop and eat and shop and eat, aniwae wat else can u do there? Lesson learnt: Never! Never eat the satay celup there...it gives u a big stomach upset and diahorrea which is wat happened to Aunt Ruby..nice woman but cannot enjoy her vacation sighz...Bought alot of foodstuff and clothes back home, got new shopping centre which is going to open soon so next time go back....spend more $$$$
Well my mum's kampung friend open this new zhi char restaurant at tampines 800 plus there near the tamp west cc. Food was great!! Esp the mee sua and mee goreng!! So much better than those u get usually so much so we went back a second time yesterday lol.. Was there first time to celebrate ma kor poh b'dae on sunday...He was so happy to see us...say muz go more often haha
Now to get more emo.....i still miss my ah gong....I noe how people pass on and u muz still get on with life...but our hse now feels that sumthing is missing not only here...in my heart too.... He has took care of me since I was born and he told me he hopes to see me thru uni..but now..he can't...I still can't bear the thought that there is no one now to tell me that is alrdy very late and muz go sleep...You know that these pass few nights I have been sleeping past 1 which is very unusual...
There will be no one to tell me to go bathe and not start on the com straight away...no one to wake me up in the morning...no one to make milo and bread the right way....I still dunno how much condensed milk to add haha.....It always fails to have that correct sweetness....No one to pei me watch tv in the evening... I have lost a loved one to me and to u to the whole family...
Years may go by b4 I can really put this behind me...but fret not that I will remeber you 4eva! You made my life and ensured that I never fall...Sumtimes I wish u would come back in my dreams but I know you would not want me to worry about you so its ok! Have a nice time wif mahmah in heaven.. May u both have a wonderful life in eternity!
Oh yar...failures....I seem to take them very badly.... They get worse as we grow older..knowing how much responsibility u need...But as they say...failures are stepping stones to your success...but i tink its bullshit if u dun have effort....then again..I am a lazy lazy person...so...very hard for me to change!!! Haiz....
Aniwae...now looking forward to TRANS centre camp bah...how erm hem "nice" it would be to work with children lol...juz kidding of coz it will be nice....
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