I have not blogged for a very long time but I never thought I would blog about this so soon...
I woke up this morning to the frantic call of my mum, she said that gong gong was in serious condition and the doctor asked us to go down...
I did not want to think of the worst...but...
We reached and the news was bad...the blood pressure was low and the heart rate is not very stable
We went in for one last look...my mum cried consoled him...
Then the heart rate started to fall....It was like some drama serial....But this was different...I told him" Gong gong, go peacefully ok? I grow up already..go join ma ma.. Mummy Daddy also can take care of themselves"
Then the heart rate dropped...I witnessed it...80....50...45...40...--...
I cried...my aunt told me not too....but I still cannot control it....He took his last breath...I saw it and knew he was waiting for us first before he went....
Just 2 days ago he was still relatively fine...that was the last I saw of him....
Do you know how guilty I felt that I never got to see him yesterday??.... Regret is such a hated word....
At least I know he went in peace...just like how he wanted it....
Shucks I am wetting the keyboard again....
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