OMG!!!.......I have never felt this worried...confused...angry....sad...hurt....in my entire life...It really is a cascade of emotions...it is overwhleming me to the point that I feel lyke giving up...I am physically and emotionally very very drained....
One thing I hate the most is someone taking severe pity on me...to the point where my feelings are cheated....
Another thing I hate the most is when I see friends have disgruntle feelings towards one another due to many misunderstandings.....Some of them caused by me...
I hate the big mouth I have to have uttered nonsense....Nonsense which caused people to get all the wrong ideas....
If you must know....wat u said has really hurt me....I did not know you were this kind of person...or else you have not made up your mind....or maybe you are too bounded by too many restrictions....or you did not act upon yourself....I will never know....becoz...I dunno how to face u again....
I hope that you will get thru this soon....I will explain everything to you....the other person has no fault in this whole thing....I realised I have said all the wrong things...dun be upset anymore.....I am spoiling it so much further for u.....I am so guilty today...and perhaps for the rest of my life....
As people slowly fade away....life has changed so much for me.....never for the better...only for worse.....what happened to the old life I had.....To tell u the truth....I would be so glad if we are back in a classroom....
So many complications in my life....How I wish to escape the situation....GET ME OUT OF HERE!!!
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