I really never meant to do it but i was and am getting very impulsive nowsadays.... Perhaps out of the spite of anger it did happen...I have never blew my temper this much before...
Yesterday, was suppose to go out at nite for a while, relieve some stress wif frenz but it was around 7 plus. When my mum heard i wanted to go to town she told me not to go...but me defiantly told her it is for awhile only. I dunno wat happened but it escalated into a heated arguement! I have NEVER argued wif my parents before...much less my mum. What is happening to me? I seem to be going against them more often than usual and it seems quite hard to control myself! If it is all the freedom thingy getting a grip on me than I will feel so ashamed...After all, they are juz worried about me rite? I dun even have the courage to go and apologise for my mistake...Seriously..wat am i becoming?
I even promise her not too long ago on my b'dae that i will grow up better and more mature...but i juz cant understand...the angst of growing up...She is already so stress looking after gong gong and still have to worry about me...From now on muz be more understanding already, after all...u see through for me that i grew up to wat i am today and i am extremely grateful for that =)
I had better stop before i spoil my keyboard...
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